VERACITY

This ATC is the only thing I managed to do all week, although I was pleased with it. It's been a long week of stress and a mental roller coaster. I have found out that I have an autoimmune disorder. There is still a lot to be done, as far as tests and results., and course of treatment. I feel better knowing what I am dealing with, the not knowing is worse. I will be okay, It may be difficult, and right now, things may change, but I am and always will be creative! I will share more with all of you in the days to come, I still am feeling overwhelmed and having a hard time processing something I am trying to understand myself.
Thank you all my friends for your tremendous support, and caring, and very uplifting comments that have made my heart sing! I am forever grateful for all of your friendships. I hope to catch up with everyone's blog's this long weekend, but first I have to go and put in a half a day of work...and a nice long nap!
Wishing everyone a fantastic weekend, and thanks for peeking in on me and my art!

WOVEN

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Everyday I realize more and more how woven together we are. Everyday I realize how my life is interwoven in everything I make, everyone I talk to, everyone I touch somehow, and I am grateful.

As always, thank you.

BELIEVE

" Believe " is my zetti doll I made for a swap, and I am trying to take her advice. To everyone who stops by and reads my blog, and follows my trials and tribulations, some of you know I have been struggling with some health issues, and at this point it is still a mystery. You have all left the sweetest , kindest, and most encouraging words for me, and I am forever grateful.
Yesterday I had a lumbar puncture done (spinal tap). It was a big deal to me, and although it was not easy, and of course I had some complications, it was not as bad as I thought. The mental part of illness is the worst. The way it plays on your mind, and can literally devour you. And even though I don't know anything more than I did yesterday, and may not for some time, I have to try to find a way to function.....to fight depression, to try to be motivated, even when I am not. It is hard, and I am sure all of you have to deal with problems of some sort. Tell me how you do it, tell me your method. Maybe we can help each other.
Does darkness(as in nighttime, no daylight), make it worse for you? Do whole foods make it better, all natural, organic, meditation, reading......what is your way? I would love it if you would share with me.
Thank you again for visiting.

FRIENDS

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I'm back from vacation, tired, but happy. Oh, it goes so so fast, but I have been trying to hold the beauty in my mind forever. I have a big medical test tomorrow, and am approaching being a nervous wreck, but I am reminding myself of all the lovely comments you have sent, and the kindness and love that you all share. That, combined with the ocean breeze, and the powerful waves, will carry me through tomorrow.

Some etched earrings here that I made before I left, and the wings remind us always to soar.

Thanks for looking, commenting, and your kindness.

QUINTESSENTIAL MAINE

portland head light

hippie bagel shop....awesome

best old skool eatery

I'm off for a few days to the wonderful world of Maine, the most beautiful place on earth!

I managed to eek out something recently, my first official zetangle bookmark, for a swap. I started it weeks ago, and worked in 10 minute sessions on my lunch hour, to try to stay focused on something. One of the other artist's in the group described this art process as zen like, and peaceful. I have to agree it is a very accurate description, and the process can be addicting.

I want to thank everyone for their extra special comments on wishing me well. I am still working on that, but you all make it so much easier. A huge thank you from the bottom of my heart.....

I send you all...BIG LOVE, from me to you!

STUFF

Yes, I am still here. The past week has been rough, dealing with health issues, and big feelings of confusion. I have been trying hard to focus, but focus has not been cooperating.

Thought I would share some earrings that I sold on Sunday to the jewelry store. I wish I had made doubles, and probably will make something similar for myself soon. Thanks for taking a peek and visiting. I truly appreciate your friendship.